Friday 10 am:
Hello world I took the day off from school today to help prepare things for the coming of my father. Plus his plane arrives around mid-day and I want to go see him. Well Peter is a Beta I’m so proud of him!! They called him Ritz though instead of Reitz (since when is Peter a Nabisco circular cracker?) Well I hope all goes well. I mean there are certain factors that I have to be weary about. Such as the hour and 45 minute drive to Atlanta and then the probably 2 hour plus waiting for the plane to arrive now these incidents on there own are perfectly safe but throw in my brother and it’s a street fight waiting to happen. I meditated this morning before getting out of bed sending my mind out trying to see if there is anything to be careful of. I had no visions nothing just stillness and then I had no dreams last night But the whether is terrible outside I mean it’s been warm all week and then these last few days have gone frigid…cold and flood are bad omens for me while wind and storms are good signs. Oh well we’ll see my self predictions are so hard to achieve. LOL I just remembered Seer from Musashi (my brother is playing that now), she couldn’t tell her future either. Man I’m tellin’ you. I come from a line of female seers that can only predict disaster…well I guess it’s better than being able to see good things because that would take all the surprise out of life and knowing the bad things can help you stop them. Well I’m gonna save and post this later.
Sunday 2:30 pm
Well Disaster is right. My father’s little flaws are still there. You’d think with the absence of your family for 8 months you’d freakin learn to appreciate them. I mean right now he’s asleep on the couch. God Damn I haven’t slept in two days so I could get a minute with him but so far all he’s done is sleep, eat, play with my brother, and talk with my mom. I obviously mean nothing. So I’ve kept to myself now after being told 3 times maybe later, 4 not right nows, and 1 I’m tired. So that totals 8 rejections in the 48 hours of him being home. Yupe defiantly just like he was when he left. I want my Angel I want him here to pay me attention and talk with me. I hate being ignored! Oh well Everyone I finally got my lazy act together and linked Lauren’s place(sorry it took so long messin’ with the HTMLs are not one of my fav things to do.I know it only takes 2 second but like I said lazy) Nori I’ll get yours soon I promise. I think I’m gonna mess with the lay of the site soon go back to melancholy and tortured because this happy BS is not cuttin it.Oh well not anytime soon you know cause the family probably on the Sunday before we go back to school. Well later
Hello world I took the day off from school today to help prepare things for the coming of my father. Plus his plane arrives around mid-day and I want to go see him. Well Peter is a Beta I’m so proud of him!! They called him Ritz though instead of Reitz (since when is Peter a Nabisco circular cracker?) Well I hope all goes well. I mean there are certain factors that I have to be weary about. Such as the hour and 45 minute drive to Atlanta and then the probably 2 hour plus waiting for the plane to arrive now these incidents on there own are perfectly safe but throw in my brother and it’s a street fight waiting to happen. I meditated this morning before getting out of bed sending my mind out trying to see if there is anything to be careful of. I had no visions nothing just stillness and then I had no dreams last night But the whether is terrible outside I mean it’s been warm all week and then these last few days have gone frigid…cold and flood are bad omens for me while wind and storms are good signs. Oh well we’ll see my self predictions are so hard to achieve. LOL I just remembered Seer from Musashi (my brother is playing that now), she couldn’t tell her future either. Man I’m tellin’ you. I come from a line of female seers that can only predict disaster…well I guess it’s better than being able to see good things because that would take all the surprise out of life and knowing the bad things can help you stop them. Well I’m gonna save and post this later.
Sunday 2:30 pm
Well Disaster is right. My father’s little flaws are still there. You’d think with the absence of your family for 8 months you’d freakin learn to appreciate them. I mean right now he’s asleep on the couch. God Damn I haven’t slept in two days so I could get a minute with him but so far all he’s done is sleep, eat, play with my brother, and talk with my mom. I obviously mean nothing. So I’ve kept to myself now after being told 3 times maybe later, 4 not right nows, and 1 I’m tired. So that totals 8 rejections in the 48 hours of him being home. Yupe defiantly just like he was when he left. I want my Angel I want him here to pay me attention and talk with me. I hate being ignored! Oh well Everyone I finally got my lazy act together and linked Lauren’s place(sorry it took so long messin’ with the HTMLs are not one of my fav things to do.I know it only takes 2 second but like I said lazy) Nori I’ll get yours soon I promise. I think I’m gonna mess with the lay of the site soon go back to melancholy and tortured because this happy BS is not cuttin it.Oh well not anytime soon you know cause the family probably on the Sunday before we go back to school. Well later
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